When I lay down on this moist earth and smell it's radiating fragrance it feels I am lying warm in your arms; when you feel my back with your passionate hands I immerse in your soily skin and inhale the drenched earth' scent that emanates from your flesh akin When you smell my hair I bury deep in your bosom you hold me tight and get soaked in this sunny light amidst the woodland bowers among the new spring blossoms far away from the worldly clamour occulted by the deep green woods we are here alone entwined like two serpents entering and knowing each other's soul... Now I am lost in you and wholly in your thrall Oh enchanter! do not let me go hold me firm pierce me with your love and do let me know when I wake up from this dream you will have left behind your love traces on my newly , tenderly , freshly ravished flesh and promise me to come back again and replenish my incomplete soul with your wonderful essence to make me whole
Thursday, March 7, 2019
Tuesday, February 26, 2019
I knew it was you... I knew it was you who had clogged my mind,my agony reached mountain heights feeling the dark clouds roaring and thundering but unwilling to pour down shooting my grief beyond heavens. I knew it was you who were stuck in my throat causing and growing like those cancerous cells that cease never but would cease my heart one day as you are still that hidden tumour:invisible ,arcane and impossible to remove... because you are in my heart ,you are my soul and now after these rigorous attempts of the black clouds to burst and my spirit masters to heal my pestilence , you are finally out in the open green fields and have revealed yourself to me. I know now why I had wailed ,why had I raved but now I see you and I am calm dead and what else can I want ,can I ask for more when already god has let me to die in your arms?
Eclipse My blurry eyes woke up and fell on him he loomed over my crown how bright and beautiful was he ! though carved intricately on the dark canvas, boldly he defied me pouring grace on him , My lips were sealed and eyes were glued to my celestial beau shamelessly gazing upon him though he shunned me with swollen pride... more and more and when the dawn treaded my misty house I saw him still in an altered form .... now hot and blazing in the deep dark diurnal hour dazzling and radiant as ever .... yesternight blanketed by my home he hid himself far away from me and now enticed by its own shame he seals himself from me again ....But in whatever form he may be :a cold and distant nocturnal gem or a scorching sphere of light , I will still love him though he has eclipsed himself from his own soul.
Sunday, January 20, 2019
LIKE HOW SHE HAD DESCRIBED HIM.... I knew it would be raining soon.The pitch dark clouds had blanketed the vast firmament and a sudden thundering roar from the heaven made me conscious of someone approaching my shop. I knew who he was.He was the same as she had described him .He was 6ft tall,lean and had a sombre expression on his face.Like she had said , he was nut brown and his eyes were auburn that showed many eons of wisdom. He looked as intense and stoic like these clouds which till now hadn’t released their love juices to drench the barren earth.Really ,he was the same as she had described him.Just the same.As he neared my shop I became a little conscious of his presence and asked him smiling a little , “ Yes sir....How can I help you ?.” He nodded quickly and produced a chit from his pocket which was a list of things he had to buy.He handed the list to me and said , “Give me half kg of each item.” I agreed and went to get his things. As soon as his things were packed, I returned hastily to the counter and handed them over to him saying , “ Its 150 rs sir". He paid me the amount and left my shop.I smiled to myself and pondered , “ How intense and expressive are his eyes .She was right when she said that his eyes seem like some pitchers pouring silvery elixir into whoever looks into them and wants to drink from them .”As I sat thinking about him something unexpected happened .He turned back and came again slowly walking towards my shop.He stopped. I felt he wanted to say something but before he said anything I asked him , “ do you want anything else sir?” He was silent .He looked down and by mustering all the courage, he finally asked me , “ How is she and where is she ?” . He had left me stunned with this question .I stared at him for two seconds tongue tied and came back to to my presence of mind and answered him, “ She is fine ....absolutely fine ...But now she stays far away.” He smiled at me for the first time and as she had described,his braces were visible but for her it was the most beautiful smile she had ever seen like a rainbow that comes when the sun and rain make love in the sunny monsoons. I know he had not got a satisfactory answer but without asking me anything more he left and I ,out of excitement immediately called her.She received my call and answered , “ Hi ! Tell me ...How r u?” “ I am fine...let me tell u something of your interest...you won’t believe...he had come today to my shop and you know what ...he asked me about you ,about your well being and whereabouts .He is the same like you had described him .I didn’t believe for a second that he enquired about you.” While I was blurting with excitement , she seemed quiet and sad .I asked her “What’s the matter ...aren’t you happy and feeling flattered?” And then she replied with a tone full of sorrow and resentment, “ Fine... if u meet him again just tell him that my baby’s eyes have a beautiful glittering chocolate brown tinge and her skin is smitteningly of the fragrant mud drenched in the first shower of monsoon.” Her voice was choked up with bottled up tears and she couldn’t speak more than just a “bye". After she disconnected the phone ,the dark clouds roared loudly in the heavens and it had already started pouring and pelting on the streets as though unleashing their deeply hidden grief.
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