I knew it was you...     I knew it was you who had clogged my mind,my agony reached mountain heights feeling the dark clouds roaring and thundering but unwilling to pour down shooting my grief beyond heavens.                                                                                                   I knew it was you who were stuck in my throat causing and growing like those cancerous cells that cease never but would cease my heart one day as you are still that hidden tumour:invisible ,arcane and impossible to remove...    because you are in my heart ,you are my soul and now after these rigorous attempts of the black clouds to burst and my spirit masters to heal my pestilence  , you are finally out in the open green fields and have revealed yourself to me.                   I know now why I had wailed ,why had I raved but now I see you and I am calm dead and what else can I want ,can I ask for more when already god has let me to die in your arms?                                                                                                                                                   

Eclipse                                                                                                            My blurry eyes woke up and fell on him                                                    he loomed over my crown                                                                            how bright and beautiful was he !                                                                                           though carved intricately on the dark canvas, boldly he defied me pouring  grace on him ,                                                                                                           My lips were sealed and eyes were glued to my celestial beau shamelessly gazing upon him though he shunned me with swollen pride... more and more                                                                                                        and when the dawn treaded my misty house I saw him still in an altered form .... now hot and blazing in the deep dark diurnal hour  dazzling and radiant as ever  ....                                                                yesternight blanketed by  my home he hid himself far away from me  and now enticed by its own shame he seals himself from me again ....But in whatever form he may be :a cold and distant nocturnal gem or a scorching sphere of light ,                                                                                I will still love him though                                                                            he has eclipsed himself from his own soul.